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Okay, so now I'm a bit active on wattpad these days. What's a wattpad? Well basically you read or write stories, poems, and etc. in it.
Mostly I read fanfiction stories that all about anime of course. What I recommend the most is below, Frozen Melody & Fate and Destiny. Both are KuroBasu fanfiction written by my senpai WinterRaineeDay. She is a good angst writer I tell you. I cried all the time when I read these books.
Synopsis:
Singing is a dream came true for her. A talented musician and composer, Kuroko Tetsuki hid herself from the world eyes behind her stage name, HEAVEN. The name alone held so much reputations in bringing a song to life, which could change one view of life. Hidden from everyone, she suffered from an incurable disease that slowly brings her closer to her death bed at each ticking second.
Along the way, she encountered many challenges and the renowned band, The Generation of Miracles. As love triangle, hardships, friendship and many other walls had given her the chances she thought she could never have. She never gave up in reaching for her dreams. Each tear fell made her stronger, each step made her even stronger.
Synopsis:
"Then, let's make a promise that only I can sing your songs." That was the forgotten promise after the incident that erased his entire memories of her and everything else. They were torn apart.
As time goes by, his memories began returning bit by bit after they both bumped into one another. The one who appears in his dreams were none other than the mysterious genius musician who's hidden behind the renowned stage name, HEAVEN. The only string of fate that connected them both was the beautiful sound of her melodies as it resonates in their lives.
Can he, who was a written fate laid out for him, escape from it?
Can she stay strong facing the challenges of life as her destiny awaits for her?
Will they be able to fight their Fate and Destiny?
AkaxFem!Kuroko , Hints of Yandere!Kise Ryota
Well, As you can see that the both of them are almost the same right? But the pairing are a bit different and the plot is slightly different. So I'm seriously recommend these two to you readers.
These are the links:
As for me, I'm just a beginner. So excuse for my bad writing. You can read my stories from the Story tab button above. (0.<)v
Salam sayang to my readers,
here I want to save PICNIC by keep editing my picture by using PICNIC.
PICNIC soon will be gone, and it's my favorite spot for editing picture too... (TT^TT)
that is why the three pictures below are edited using PICNIC and I also using Premium Item. Since they said the premium item will become free... so I use it wisely.. Hahax (^^#)
well... this is my master piece...
Salam sayang to my readers,
rindu sangat-sangat dekat blog ni. Eh? nape layout tukar lame? hehe bukannye ape, Nina rase layout yang sebelum ni nampak keterlaluan sangat la background dia. Sebab itu la Nina tukar kepada yang lama balik. Lagi satu "Simple is everything that I need". Sekarang ni Nina akan hidup dengan gaya simple. Selepas merujuk dengan orang-orang yang expert Nina dah buat keputusan untuk menjadi single sampai la waktu yang sudah ditentukan.
Kenapa?
Sebab ustazah Nina ada cakap, "manusia suka mencari sesuatu yang sudah ditetapkan oleh Allah s.w.t. tetapi manusia tidak mahu mencari sesuatu yang masih belum jelas tertulis di atas suratan takdir kita" So, apa yang Nina nak maksudkan ialah jodoh, maut, dan ape entah Nina tak ingat sangat... sudah ditentukan oleh Allah s.w.t. buat apa kita nak cari benda yang memang sudah ditulis. Tetapi ape yang kita perlu buat ialah iman, pahala, dan tempat kita di akhirat nanti itu lah yang perlu dicari.
So, Nina kalau boleh tak nak kapel-kapel dulu. Sebab kapel kan haram? Jadi Nina akan tunggu je la orang yang bakal meminang Nina nanti.
Ape yang Nina nak buat sekarang ini ialah,
nak kuatkan iman Nina, nak kejar impian sebagai seorang pelukis animasi, ingin membahagiakan mama dan ayah Nina.
Nina sekarang nak jadikan lecturer Nina sebagai idola bagi mencapai impian. Sebab Nina baru sedar yang dia seorang yang sangat cool (di mata Nina la) walaupun dia biasa-biasa sahaja. Tetapi sebab ape yang dia buat selama ini dia sekarang berjaya dengan cita-cita dia.
Sebab itu, kemungkinan Nina akan sentiasa update karya-karya Nina di sini. Blog ini mungkin bukan lagi blog diary, tetapi akan menjadi sebahagian blog karya yang Nina buat sendiri.
Dengan ini Nina nak siapkan projek game Nina yang terbengkalai dengan storyboard Nina yang kena hantar esok!!! seriously banyak sangat assignment untuk semester 4 ini. haish....
chao... (^_^ )/
Tag :// For You All,
Tag :// My Everyday
Love,
What is Love?
What I understand about Love is
caring your most important person.
The person that keep on our mind,
tangling on our heart by saying please remember me, please think of me.
I do have have that important person,
that person is my friend.
But,
this friend doesn't think of me as someone who tangling on his heart.
he have no taste of a "Friend"
Friend is a friend for him,
not more nor less.
Everyday I yearn for him,
thinking is he the one that holding the end of my red thread?
Thinking is he okay? did he eat well? what is he thinking about? what is his emotion right now?
By seeing you smile is enough to make me happy,
imagine if I'm able to talk with you, door of happiness is waiting for me.
imagine if I'm able to be with you, field of happiness is where I live.
But this feeling won't reach you,
I will holding it until I found the one that holding my red thread.
I will let the river of fate take me to the end of my destiny.
If I were fated to be with someone other than you,
then I have to forget you and learn to love him.
For those who have me inside your heart and tangling on it,
be serious, protect my virginity, be patient, be strong,
because I may not like you at first, but with your strong will,
I'll melt one day, only for you.
never contact me but keep in touch with my parent.
this is a tradition of our religion.
I don't like to couple, because I'm afraid.
I don't want to make my family feel ashamed because of me,
because I'm their only hope. Their only reliable heir.
If possible, someone that can make happy like the picture above.
This is not a tips nor confession,
but this is what my heart been holding up till now,
Don't ask who is he, because I want to make it a mystery.
Don't ask me how and why, because I don't know the reason it self.
I love him till I can sacrifice and I listen to every word he suggest.
He is the first who can make me complicated without saying anything.
I just give you a hint, he is just like the man in the picture above.
I didn't say Athrun Zara, because he is not like him but he has some of the characteristic.
Tag :// Inner Me,
Tag :// My Everyday
Salam sayang to my readers…
How are you today?
Nina? Still like usual… feeling pain in the heart.
Doesn't matter if it deep or not, but what's important now is the title for tonight entry.
Tonight entry sounds like a lonely one isn't it? Yes it is. Nina feel lonely right now. Nina feel like, as if people started to hate Nina. From the way they treat Nina today. Also, the way they publish dinner's picture. Nina feel like they don't like Nina from the start. Now, Nina started to hate herself. The one who write this blog, also the way she is writing this blog. It's the real Nina. The real personality Nina have. Nina can be shy and also Nina can be look like Nina does not care for the new person that Nina has meet. It's because Nina does not know what to talk about! Nina prefer not to add the numbers of people know in this college. Since if Nina meet them, Nina must making a fake smile in front of them. Nina's fake smile is not because Nina hate them… it's because Nina become more and more tired lately. Nina don't want to hurt their feeling. All Nina want is to go to the world where Nina can be happy, or the world where Nina can control it by her self. Nina got many male friend is not because Nina is a playgirl. It's because Nina want to be friend with them. Is it wrong? If this is the world where Nina have to accept, then it is better if Nina being all alone from the start. Having no friends to hurt to. Able to stand and do everything by herself, only trusting Nina's parent only. Or if it's better if Nina is in Nina's parent hometown. There, Nina does not need to worry about friend and anything. Since family is like a friend, they are always there for Nina. Nina want to be alone if all of Nina's friend hate Nina. Nina want to be able to stand on her feet by her self. Not to depend on other's except mama, father and Allah s.w.t. Mama was right, don't trust on other too much. Because one day, we'll be hurting our self soon or later for not being able to gain their trust. If the world is hating Nina, then at that time. Nina want to be prepared of it.
Tag :// My Everyday
Salam sayang to my dear readers……
How are you today? Okay?
Lately Nina feel pain in the chest. Why? This is where Nina is going to tell you about it.
First, Nina was told that there is rumors say that Nina got Scandal?!! What? From class D? Seriously? Nina never think of him as Nina's scandal at all!! He and Nina become close was because he always come to Nina when he need a console. He always got trouble with his ex! So Nina help him, and we end up being friend who keep solving each other problem. That's all! There is nothing between us. (sigh) Before this rumors go to ears of the one that Nina like, it's better if Nina tell the truth first. It's not covering up. But this is the truth. You want another news? This is what Nina going to reveal. Yes! He does has feeling towards Nina before he tells Nina since Nina is close with his sister. So she tells everything to Nina, but before he confess to Nina. Nina told him that we should stop messaging all the time. Seriously, I waste too many money on messaging with him. So now, we back to being a problem solving friends. Will that satisfied you?
Two, Nina's heart is in pain? Yes that is true, since Nina is suffering from heart sickness. It's not in medical situation. It's more to feeling situation. Nina keep on holding what Nina feel pain lately, is Nina feel it's too much of a burden. Nina only told that "Nina is having a little problem, but Nina does not know what is troubling Nina's heart", to Nina's friend. Nina don't want to write it here, since that person might know who it is when Nina write it here. Nina feel that Nina want to cry right now. Actually, Nina got plenty of problem. Not only with friends, but also with study and there's one more. Nina can't say about it, if Nina say it. Nina will get yell at. Nina want to keep it in this heart. Not only that, people keep on telling to Nina about their problem. It suddenly became Nina's burden too. What can Nina do? Now there's even going to be a rumors about Nina having a scandal too. All Nina want is not to loose the friend that Nina think that they are so precious. Nina really glad having them as Nina's friends. Just don't abandon Nina. If Nina abandon Nina's friends that's mean, Nina's parent are not glad about having them as Nina's friends. Nina Choose parent first, since Nina love them so much even if they don't understand a little about what Nina want. Nina is still their only daughter. Nina is their hopes, since Nina's sister is no longer studying and always causing trouble to the family. Nina want to make their dream comes true.
Nina Loves:
1 is Mama
2 is Father
3 is Nina's no. 1 precious friend
4 is Nina's no. 2 precious friend
5 is Nina's no. 3 precious friend
6 is Nina's school mate Nadia
7 is Nina's school mate Fatimah
8 is Nina's school mate Najihah
9 is Nina's childhood friend Caramel
10 is Nina's big family
11 is Nina's classmate from college
12 is Nina's classmate from High school.
Nina wish that Nina don't want to loose them, if Nina do loose them. Nina will cry and feeling empty inside Nina. That is why, they are too precious to Nina. Please don't leave Nina...
Tag :// My Everyday
Salam Sayang to my readers... Hello... it's been so long since Nina didn't post any new entry... hehe.
Oh ya... Nina got announcement to make:
For those who follow Deep Forest blog, the previous url are
http://b-emperorforest.blogspot.com/
but now change to
you got that?
Oh yeah, the reason why Nina making this entry this time is to tell you guys that Nina got assignment!!! And that assignment is "Making Your Own Cartoon" Yay!!! Finally Nina able to learn how to make Cartoon...
The Lecturer said that you should make your proposal first then you can develop it... and Just now Nina finish printing Nina's proposal.
Nina is making a very simple cartoon, my drawing would be like "Fido Dido". You know him right? He is 7UP idol. I just trying to make a cartoon that looks almost like him. Since my target audience is 12 years old and below.
Also, Nina got news that Nina's father will buy a Drawing Tablet for me... The one on Nina's list if Nina want to be a good animator. Nina won't ask for the big one. Nina only ask the ordinary one. It's for Nina's future too.
There's more, Nina has deleted the 2 blogs that Nina created in the past. Since lately Nina only paying attention to this one and only blog. So, if Nina want to publish her creation, she will publish it here. Hehe... That's all for today guys... thanks for reading... leave a good comment please...
Tag :// My Everyday
Ehem, Assalamualaikum semua.... (^u^)/
Nina nak mengusik satu benda dekat sini. Rasa ketidak puas hati pasal Nina x dpt nak tgok anime yg Nina nak tengok..... (TToTT) Walaupun Nina dah pnah tgok, tp Nina nak tgok lagi sbb crite dye best gle... Apatah lagi crite tu carya company CLAMP. (-.-) Sekarang ni Nina cume dgar ost dye je <-(OST Maniac). Oh ye, Sbb knp Nina x leh tgok video tu? Sbb video tu berlicense, and Nina tgok online... mestilah nina x dpt nak tgok. Hehehe... (^_^)\ Tp x kesah, sbb Nina ade suruh kwn nina tlg downloadkan. Kalo dye x dpt gak anime tu Nina beli je la kat kedai CD langganan Nina. Hehehe... okay.... itu shj rintihan Nina utk hari ini.
Tag :// My Everyday
Okay, mula2 sekali Nina nak ckp yg Nina x lama lagi dah nak masuk Kolej balik. Nina patut masuk kolej 21/10/2010 ni, tp sebabkan Nina ikut Exco PMFTSI Nina kene balik pada 18/10/2010. Nina mmg nak tolong akak2 FTSI tp ntuk penginapan kitorang kene duduk kat qaryah (yg lame punye) tp sbbkan imaginasi Nina yg tinggi n jugak kawan Nina sndiri pernah nampak ade "Pocong" kat situ, Nina jadi takut. Nina ajak kawan, tp kawan sndiri pun x sure kalo mak dye bg pegi awal. Macam mana ni....??
Tag :// My Everyday
Yaaay.... Final tuk sem 1 dah hbis... aq dah blik rumah... alhamdulillah... puasa pun dah nak hbis... hurmmm... tapi... Nina bru hbis sem 1, perjalanan jauh lagi... -.- tapi tak pe... kalo kte usaha gerenti Nina x perlu repeat. Oh ye... kebelakangan ni Nina x dpt nak tido malam... kesudahannya Nina tido pagi... jadi la Nina macam burung hantu... tekanan darah pun makin menurun. Payah kalo tak disembuhkan. Macam mne ek nak pulihkan penyakit burung hantu nie? Nina kalo boleh... nak bangun awal2 pagi, hirup udara segar dgan embun2nye skali. Tengok pemandangan pak cik n jiran hantar anak pergi sekolah, matahari terbit yg tukar awan biru jadi jingga. Suara burung yg lagi memeriahkan waktu pagi. Sedihnye jadi burung hantu, org lain tido nyenyak. Nina baring x buat apa2 sambil dengar suara2 pelik dtg dr dapur (bunyi tikus) duduk dlm gelap. X suke la... Sape2 yg terbace post nie, sila bg tau cara utk tido mlm selain mkn ubat tido ke e-mail Nina
saku_zora9@yahoo.com
Nina btul2 perlukan pertolongan kawan2.... sedih sgt2 nie.... kalo boleh nak tido secukupnya... tido pada waktu yg ditetapkan n bgun pd waktu yg ditetapkan.
Tag :// My Everyday
There's word can't be spell in this world,
If you spell it out, your world wold be dark,
and you'll be all alone.
But if you kept quite all the time,
without using any kind of spell,
Your world would be dark also.
Everything around you, is not easy to be left just like that.
If you did something your destruction may fall upon you.
If you didn't do anything destruction will fall upon also.
Nothing is perfect, only god.
Nothing is satisfied enough, only god.
But when we want try our best,
obstacle will approach you.
The only choice is to fight,
though I'm not good at fighting.
But if you kept on trying,
Victory will accompany you.
I try to be fair.
But one of you still get hurt.
I don't know what to do,
until we all get hurt by this.
That is why, I don't want to get to close to other,
I don't want my little kitten to get sad.
So it's better, if we all act like a normal family.
We fight, we laugh, we cry, we smile all together.
If you want to be cared, you need to care them first.
The feeling of being left out
Lately I have problems, but this problem was once ago happen to. It's about my half-sister. I have a feeling that it's like a Cinderella story. Ever since I entered KUIS she became different person. Every thing that belongs to me she take it all. Even my room, she has her own room but she use mine to sleep and do everything. My bed that my father gave it to her she didn't use it. Now my bed that was made by a small wardrobe (lay it become a bed) she use it. Now I can't sleep at my room, maybe you guys will say "why don't you just share that one bed" right? But this is different. she say it soft but I can hear it. "Annoying". Don't you feel that you are an outcast? I use my parents room to sleep, though they didn't know what is happening. I kept quit about this. I made my father sleep at the living room with my cousin. I felt guilty! I think like I'm not part in their family now. My mother rarely speak with me. They treat my half-sister more than me. Who am I now? Am I not part of this family? My father speak to my half-sister more and more, he speak with me when he need me (about computer thing) Why did it turn out like this? All those thing was mine once. Why did you take it all from me? I know you don't want to be left out... I can be friend with you but don't take anything from me. It's good enough you already take father away from me (his love) just don't take my mother away too. I try to be the best daughter for them but on the process you take them from me. Do you know how much this heart ache? I want to cry, but I don't know to refer to.
Tag :// For You All,
Tag :// My Everyday
Arrgh...!!! Geramnye... Nina geram sangat2... sebab... Assignment yg ade dpan mata nina nie, Nina x tau nak buat macam mana...? Minggu ni plak kne antar.... wah....!! I hate such kind of assignment...
(sigh) Zuki: Nina... why can't you ask your friends?
Nina: Because I'll just copy from them! There's no originality and the mark will be little too...!!
Zuki: Why don't you just look at how do they make it? What are they trying to say and everything? isn't that your problem?
Nina: Oh yah... I never think about that...
Zuki: You see... you need a little conversation with me...
Nina: Thank you Zuki-kun. You are a truly friend. I love you...
Zuki: Your welcome...
So there you have it... my problem is saved... but wait! I need to print it today!! How I suppose to ask my friends?! Noooo......!!!!
Zuki: (sigh)...
(sigh)...
Tak tau la nak ckp ape... dah 2 malam nina sanggup membuta untuk download game yg satu nie... tp... ade je dugaan melanda hidup nie... Dah nak habis download dah... ok la kan? tp... kakak tertutup plug utk cas laptop nie... terpaksa bukak blik n re-download blik... ok tinggal tido jap... lme la gak laptop nie x tutup... risau gak kalo2 ade suis tau transistor yg terbakar sbb bkak lme sgt... tiba2... hang...di tgah jln... akak plak dok tanye, "adik, dah hbis download ke blum? akak nak gne tgok video ni.. (komputer rumah, gne WiFi la katakan)" nina jwablah... " kejap eh kak... nak install blik, sbb jd hang blik" uninstall blik n download blik... sabar je lah... sehari x usik laptop sbb tkut hang lg... tp tangan gtal gak nak men YM gak... men la... bkan jd hang pun... alhamdulillah...x hang... dah hbis download dah, tinggal finishing touch dye... nak melawakan game tu.... je... akak nak game RPG.... dye nak tgok game tu mcm mne? kalo klelakian sgt dye x suke... pastu bkak la show skejap... Alamak! hang la plak.... restart laptop blik...tgok dah hbis ke blum? Bukak laptop... alhamdulillah dah hbis dah... dye dah tulis Play Game... dgan sabar ku menunggu nak download, kakak ku dgan gembira menonton video di youtube tiba2... "your application unable to perform" aik? x kan x hbis download? dah2... dah terlalu lme aq mnunggu tp ni hsil dye... dlm hati merintih kesedihan... Ya Allah... nape la game faveret aq x leh nak men ni...? adakah Kau menghalang supya aq tidak lalai seperti dlu...? (sigh) Trus aq gi uninstall sume yg menyemak kat dlm laptop aq... dah la... cuti sem nnt bru aq download ko btul2. dan main ko sePUAS-PUAS hati aq... bersabar adalah salah satu ibadah dan juga sebahagian dari iman kita... ni pun ngantok sbb dah berjaga semata2 nak tggu hbis download punye game... huh... RPG punye psal nina snggp jd x shat mcm nie... dah lah tekanan darah rendah... tisur pun x ckup, silap hari bulan terlentang kat katil serba putih (hospital). Ni je lah yg nina nak sampaikan isi hati nina yg SANGAT2 kecewa... kusudahi dngan wasalam...
Tag :// My Everyday
Assalamualaikum... mina-san...!!! Ogenki deska?
Nina wa ogenki desu... (^,^)... Now, Nina want to say... I miss you all!
I've been busy with midterm, but I was just playing all the time. Actually I'm busy with my mountains of assignment. Including right now, I'm doing it. Since it was so boring, I spend a little bit time to write something on my blog. Oh yeah, recently I bought books, (that makes my money end up gone in a flash) (TT-TT) it's about dream (Yume) a dream that show what you dream and what is the meaning behind it. A little tips from me. If it's a good dream you can tell it to your friends and family, since it was from Allah s.w.t. But if it's a nightmare, DON'T tell it to anyone. Because it's from Syaitan (Devil) the reason is, that dream might come true. BUT, if you dream of fantasy and you cannot find a meaning of that dream, that's your dream's dream. got it? from that on, I never tell anyone about my dream either happy dream nor nightmare. I wont tell it to anyone. I hope you guys have a good dreams....
Tag :// My Everyday
Damn...!! ops... sorry2, ehem Assalamualaikum to those who are muslim.
Nape tetibe Nina ckp "Damn"? It's because of this song!!!
Inori - You Raise Me Up by Lena Park.
Reason 1. Ni lagu citer Romeo x Juliet.
Reason 2. Lagu die bermcm-mcm bhs. (Eng, Jap, Indo) that's all I know.
Reason 3. The story and the song match very well.
Reason 4. Citer Romeo x Juliet to sedih... (ending only) tp nina x phm. How can they in to love each other since they just meet and not meet that often. Dorg just suke sama suke at first then tetibe dorg saling merindui then dorg jumpe pun x slalu mana and dorg tunjuk babak romantik (bkan yg pervert) tu sikit dimana Romeo jumpe Juliet tu tgah menyamar jd laki.
Reason 5. The one I hate the most! SUARA DORG BERCAKAP TERLALU SOFT!! AQ X DGAR APA YG DORG CKAPKAN!! Walhal intro yg dorg tunjuk KUAT yg teramat!
Reason 6. Yg aq ni plak, tetibe taksub dgan lagu and citer dorg ni knpa?
Reason 7. Nina terlebih kesian kat Francisco, Tybalt, and Curio walhal dorg x mati pun. Tu yg Nina pelik.
Tag :// Favorite,
Tag :// My Everyday
At first I thought there is no way I can continue study. Because I wait till UiTM take me, but there's was something that make me unsuitable for them. Then I was told by my best friend to try PTPL and KUIS. I tried there then I got accepted by both of them but since she recommended me to enter KUIS. So I enter KUIS. Now I'm relief that I have a place to continue my dream.
Tag :// My Everyday
I could never imagine that I change my interest to blue. Usually I love pink, it's already 17 years since I love that color. Now I'm thinking of choosing blue as my future car, blue as my blog layout... and I was thinking of painting my room to blue!! But I still haven't forget about my beautiful soft pink. The color of my phone, my purse, my bed sheet, my towel, my sweater, my dress, my... almost everything is pink!! So if I change it to blue doesn't mean that I love blue now. Let just say that I like anything that mix with white color. See ya soon!!
Tag :// My Everyday
This going to become my future transportation. Blue is cool isn't it? Perodua Viva Elite EZi Midnight Blue...
Wish me luck on my license exam... so that I can get license P soon...
Tag :// My Everyday
Yay...! SPM Nina lulus tanpa cacat celanya. Walaupun x sebagus yang kite harapkan. Tapi sekurang-kurangnye parents Nina happy dengan result Nina. Nina dapat 2A- 2B 3C+ 1D 1E.
Hidup kene senyum selalu. Tak kisah jikalau kite gagal kerana kita akan berjaya selepas Gagal. Benda yang lepas jadikan pengajaran. ALWAYS SMILE my friends...
Tag :// My Everyday
