Sweet Sour Cherry Animob

Salam sayang to my readers,
    Today Nina going to tell you guys about a happy things that just has happen to me. Well, maybe this is not that impressive for you all but for Nina, it's the most wonderful things that ever happen. Just like what the post title tell you. It's about my most happy dream, I don't know about it. But from all of my dream that I ever had, I think I feel much more happier than the one I like in the past. I feel calm and secure. I think you guys won't believe me when I said that I was smiling when I woke up. Seriously I did it, then I continue back to sleep but then I was disturb by my cousin who is asking if I had a stapler!? Man! You're ruining my dream! Maybe you kept on asking what is this dream that kept me so happy.
   I won't go for the detailed but I tell you this much. Inside the dream, there contain these characters. Nina, Z-kun, A-kun, Z-chan, I-san, J-chan, and L-san. We all stick together till we all reach adulthood (except for I-san) We all work under the same company and we had a happy time together, Z-chan and I-san are all lovey-dovey. J-chan still sticking on her 1 year younger BF, L-san... well... he still all alone but he didn't enter the screen that much. A-kun? well... he still kept on teasing me. Z-kun? well... um about that... I think it's kinda a bit weird but, I was chased by a bad mafia while on the way home. Then Z-kun come and help me fight that bad mafia. I think it's a little crazy, but that's what happen. Why I'm happy because of these things? It's because of an anime called Honey and Clover. They are a college student, even till their graduation and they work at different company they still meet at all the time. When I watch Honey and Clover I made a wish, I wish that someday I have these kind of life. I hope this post not wasting your precious time. That's all. Thank you for reading my so-all-boring post.

Mood: Green, Pink and Blue.
、女の子らしい生き生きと幸せ On'nanokorashii ikiiki to shiawase

note: This post suppose to be posted yesterday.

To my dear reader,
   Right now I just felt something that hurting real painfully in my chest. The feel is burning, hot, not moving, so packed and heavy. Why? What just happen to me!? This is the first time that things just happen like this. Why it just suddenly become like this you ask? I just don't know, it just happen on this evening. It happen when I doing my homework with my friends at the My 1st Cafe, then they kept on saying that I has a crush on Z-kun. So I just tell the truth out loud on them, about the person who I like was A-san in front of them. The person on that spot were Z-chan, I-san, and A-kun. After that, A-kun kept on asking me when did I start to know him and how do I know him and all. One by one the question kept on hurting my heart.
    At that time, all I could wish was "stop asking about him!". After he stop asking those question the feeling of my chest being heavy, burning, and hot has just started. I couldn't look at A-kun face neither to Z-chan and I-san. I don't know what just happen, even after that. My chest hurt even more, I just want to hurry and go back to my dorm.
    After that, I couldn't do my homework properly and even do anything else. The pain kept on tangling on me. Then I take Air Wudhuk and go praying. But it didn't solve anything, then I try to call my old friend who kept on listening my problem. I couldn't say about my problem but at least her voice and cheerfulness lift up a little of the pain. Then my roommate back, her happiness make me able to smile again. But after she left the memory come back again. All I wish that tomorrow I can smile back as usual.

Mood: Black
痛みや抑制 Itami ya yokusei