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1 year ago
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Yaaay.... Final tuk sem 1 dah hbis... aq dah blik rumah... alhamdulillah... puasa pun dah nak hbis... hurmmm... tapi... Nina bru hbis sem 1, perjalanan jauh lagi... -.- tapi tak pe... kalo kte usaha gerenti Nina x perlu repeat. Oh ye... kebelakangan ni Nina x dpt nak tido malam... kesudahannya Nina tido pagi... jadi la Nina macam burung hantu... tekanan darah pun makin menurun. Payah kalo tak disembuhkan. Macam mne ek nak pulihkan penyakit burung hantu nie? Nina kalo boleh... nak bangun awal2 pagi, hirup udara segar dgan embun2nye skali. Tengok pemandangan pak cik n jiran hantar anak pergi sekolah, matahari terbit yg tukar awan biru jadi jingga. Suara burung yg lagi memeriahkan waktu pagi. Sedihnye jadi burung hantu, org lain tido nyenyak. Nina baring x buat apa2 sambil dengar suara2 pelik dtg dr dapur (bunyi tikus) duduk dlm gelap. X suke la... Sape2 yg terbace post nie, sila bg tau cara utk tido mlm selain mkn ubat tido ke e-mail Nina
saku_zora9@yahoo.com
Nina btul2 perlukan pertolongan kawan2.... sedih sgt2 nie.... kalo boleh nak tido secukupnya... tido pada waktu yg ditetapkan n bgun pd waktu yg ditetapkan.
Tag :// My Everyday
There's word can't be spell in this world,
If you spell it out, your world wold be dark,
and you'll be all alone.
But if you kept quite all the time,
without using any kind of spell,
Your world would be dark also.
Everything around you, is not easy to be left just like that.
If you did something your destruction may fall upon you.
If you didn't do anything destruction will fall upon also.
Nothing is perfect, only god.
Nothing is satisfied enough, only god.
But when we want try our best,
obstacle will approach you.
The only choice is to fight,
though I'm not good at fighting.
But if you kept on trying,
Victory will accompany you.
I try to be fair.
But one of you still get hurt.
I don't know what to do,
until we all get hurt by this.
That is why, I don't want to get to close to other,
I don't want my little kitten to get sad.
So it's better, if we all act like a normal family.
We fight, we laugh, we cry, we smile all together.
If you want to be cared, you need to care them first.
The feeling of being left out
Lately I have problems, but this problem was once ago happen to. It's about my half-sister. I have a feeling that it's like a Cinderella story. Ever since I entered KUIS she became different person. Every thing that belongs to me she take it all. Even my room, she has her own room but she use mine to sleep and do everything. My bed that my father gave it to her she didn't use it. Now my bed that was made by a small wardrobe (lay it become a bed) she use it. Now I can't sleep at my room, maybe you guys will say "why don't you just share that one bed" right? But this is different. she say it soft but I can hear it. "Annoying". Don't you feel that you are an outcast? I use my parents room to sleep, though they didn't know what is happening. I kept quit about this. I made my father sleep at the living room with my cousin. I felt guilty! I think like I'm not part in their family now. My mother rarely speak with me. They treat my half-sister more than me. Who am I now? Am I not part of this family? My father speak to my half-sister more and more, he speak with me when he need me (about computer thing) Why did it turn out like this? All those thing was mine once. Why did you take it all from me? I know you don't want to be left out... I can be friend with you but don't take anything from me. It's good enough you already take father away from me (his love) just don't take my mother away too. I try to be the best daughter for them but on the process you take them from me. Do you know how much this heart ache? I want to cry, but I don't know to refer to.
Tag :// For You All,
Tag :// My Everyday
