Sweet Sour Cherry Animob

I could never imagine that I change my interest to blue. Usually I love pink, it's already 17 years since I love that color. Now I'm thinking of choosing blue as my future car, blue as my blog layout... and I was thinking of painting  my room to blue!! But I still haven't forget about my beautiful soft pink. The color of my phone, my purse, my bed sheet, my towel, my sweater, my dress, my... almost everything is pink!! So if I change it to blue doesn't mean that I love blue now. Let just say that I like anything that mix with white color. See ya soon!!

Dear you,
I know that the both of us didn't know that much about each other. Although we act like we have a deep relationship, but I'm always running away from you. You want us to be closer than before. But I want to ask you, what kind of feeling that you have for me? what are the relationship that we have right now? If we are more than just a friend, more than just being a closest friend. We better stop it here, I don't us having a deep relationship which we might hurt each other. That person makes me lose of my attention towards you. Although we chat everyday and having fun everyday I realize that I'm trying to built a shield around my heart.
The thing that I want right now is, not to get close to you. So that I can't hurt you in the future. All I want is the let a person who can knock down this shield of heart of mine. That person can make my heart go wild and can chase you like I'm chasing that person right now. There's a magic between that person and me, which is I always want to sit beside him and I can relax in peace although there's a world war, but that person didn't cast a spell on me. So why that I can feel the attraction, feel the aura? All he done to me is hating me. But I didn't feel that aura at all. So all I want now is a person that have the same aura and a kind of felling. Can you understand why we have to stop this kind of relationship?

It's always been you,
Whenever I close my eyes, I see you,
Whenever I dream, I say your name,
Why is your existence is coloring my life,
I meet someone is your friends,
We talk a lot and see a lot,
But I didn't know about a lot.

I want you to see me as someone,
Someone that ordinary,
Not a special as you want me to,
So do you, I only see you as ordinary friend,
Not more or less, but why?
Why I kept seeing you every corner in my life?
You always in my mind,
I want to erase this feeling, but how?

You know why I don't want this feeling?
It's because someone is  trying to reach my heart.
It's because I think I'm the only hope for him,
You are a friend to me, thats all,
So please don't hope for more than what we can see.
It's always all about you,
I want to feel this difference between us,
When you are far away from me.

Didalam dunia ini tiada yang seindah pelangi dan tiada yang sesedih kematian yang akan berkekalan untuk waktu yang lama. Jika inginkan kebahagiaan peluklah kesedihan untuk beberapa seketika, lalu datanglah kebahagiaan untukmu. Jika inginkan kesedihan, dunia akan datang menyelamatkan mu... di mana kebahagiaan akan mencari mu... Wahai bondaku, seketika ini kau memeluk erat kesedihan yang kau tak ingin pernah sekalipun terlintas dihadapanmu... ananda percaya kebahagiaan  akan muncul untuk menyelamatkan mu. Jadi janganlah kau bersedih. Hiasi mahkota mu dengan senyuman hangatmu, jangan biarkan orang lain merasai kebahagiaan yang bakal kita kecapi bersama. Dunia masih jauh menunggu dan menanti untuk seorang insan yang sanggup merelakan dirinya memeluk penderitaan yang tidak terbayang betapa pedih dan sakitnya hatimu itu. Walau dari jauh seperti tiada harapan, tapi ia setia menanti dan mencarimu... Jangan biarkan ianya terlepas. Kecapi masa kita diwaktu ini, jangan tertinggal walau sesaat pun. Doamu pasti didengari oleh-NYA...

Love,
Music,
Both of them are wonderfull to hear,
They are the most beautiful things in the world,
My dream is to feel everything that I can say "it's wonderfull"
But I can't get it why?
He didn't allowed me to feel this wonderful things.

I want to show love,
I want to show music,
To you just for you,
Sometime I can accept your thought,
But sometime I can't,
I have to listen what you have to say.

Please,
I really, really want to feel Love and Music,
Let me play guitar,
Let me play keyboard,
Anything as long it's the wonderful music of love,
I really want to show you this felling of love.

Sometime you need to open your heart,
To this feeling,
I want to show this world to you and everyone else.
You can feel everything but why not music?
Do you have a black memory of it?
If you do then let me give you a wonderful  memory of love and music.

Hello my blog...! Nina here... sekarang nina dah tak kerja...!! Don't know why i'm so darn happy... but maybe nina dah malas nak kerja dengan pekerjaan yang amat membosankan itu... (ye ke) Sekarang ni Nina tak tau nak buat apa... so nina tuolis blog... hmmm.... nak tulis apa ek? hm...

(10 minit kemudian)

AH! Nina sekarang tengah geram sebab satu benda. Iaitu... nina tak dapat nak tengok cerita Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief. Bukan itu sahaja.... Nina pun tak dapat nak tengok cerita 2012. Setiap kali nak tengok wayang mesti je ada halangan dia... KENAPA?!!

Zuki: Nina what's wrong with you?
Nina: I'm Frust why? Don't like it ?
Zuki: It's not that... Why don't you just watch that movie alone?
Nina: Alone?
Zuki: Yes alone... you got your salary then just watch that movie... no need for a date.
Nina: Yeah... !!! You are correct!! Thanks Zuki-kun.